Again.

Me and Mia.... le sigh, le sigh...

The first time we ever got a chance to be alone we knew, that it was wrong to do.  I guess that's why I was drawn to you.  The 2nd time leads to the 3rd, the 5th, the 7th time...I feel so alive.  It won't last but it's alright.  

Fleeting joy and fading ecstasy, here it goes again...sneaking fruit from the forbidden tree, sweet taste of sin...and I’m doing it again...I said it would end but here it goes again...

This time you told me you saw me at the same hotel, you said you knew me well, and I had a familiar smell.  You asked me how am I ever gonna learn to put my trust in you, like you want me to, It’s cuz I know what you're prone to do, 

Accusations fly like bullets do, here it goes again….

but you know me because you're doing it too,  

The cycle never ends...never ends...you’re doing it again… you said it would end but here it goes again. And again….

Damn, I love you! But this is crazy! I have to fight you almost daily!  We break up so fast, and we-we make up so passionately, 

Why can't we just trust each other?!  You can't hate me AND be my lover-passion ends, and pains begins, I come back... And we’re doing it Again!

Each time you call me home in a sweet refrain, saying things will change, you'll take away the pain.  Then we flashback to the first time you put your spell on me, you envelope me, you feel good as hell to me.   One moment leads to another few, Here it goes again...leaving you is, oh, so hard to do, I just can't pretend, can't pretend, I keep doing it again!  I said it would end….

So we did it again.

Knowing we should quit it, but we simply won’t admit it again. It feels good, it’s so good. But I won’t do it again. It’s so dramatic again.  After we go at it, we get mad then we go at it again.  Oh I love it, then I hate it, she’s my favorite Again.  I’m wasting time-I can’t help it she’s so fine, I like her style and I love the way she talks and I smile.  As much as we may try can’t quite see eye to eye... so in the meantime I guess we say bye-bye... And again and again….

So we fake it again. I think we’re gonna blow it, and we know it-but she’s naked again; we get wasted.  Then I taste it, then I waste it again. 

I can’t invite her again cuz she’ll go from a lover to a fighter and I’ll fight her again. So it’s over, but I told her to come over. Again-wasting time-but she’s always on my mind, I can’t let her go.  

She’s not the best. But she’s all that I know.

As much as we may try, can’t quite see eye to eye, So in the meantime I guess we say bye-bye…. We do it again… and we want it again… and again….

So I’ve got a new friend.

I wish I could forget you but I miss you, wanna kiss you. Again. She’s like you.  But she’s not you. Gotta find you. Again.

So we remember again, the middle of December and I took you out to dinner. Again. I love her, it’s not over, just another again.  (And again and again and again) It’s another again--- I love her, it’s another again…

AND NOW....

In fairness, I was an easy sell.  Though I'm embarrassed to admit it to myself.  And the worst part is, you know it all too well. So don't take advantage of my transparent shell.  But you think you know what I need. Impossible as it may seem and I think it's easy to see.

I am awake, it's getting late I'm ino no state to be alone now.  Yeah I'm alone now.  Come light the fire in my room  I think I'm losing all control now.  I don't even know how. But I'm in your rip tide and now I'm inside out.

I'm in the corner of the street cafe and my heart is warmer since I heard from you today.  Like a shadow creek I am gleaming,  I got no chance of keeping any secrets.  Have I lost enough security yet?

I am awake, it's getting late I'm ino no state to be alone now.  Yeah I'm alone now.  Come light the fire in my room  I think I'm losing all control now.  I don't even know how. But I'm in your rip tide and now I'm inside out.

I tried to hide it-I can't deny it. Now I'm inside out.  Say you love me, it's all or nothing. Now I"m inside out

I am awake, it's getting late I'm ino no state to be alone now.  Yeah I'm alone now.  Come light the fire in my room  I think I'm losing all control now.  I don't even know how. But I'm in your rip tide and now I'm inside out...

Songs...

John Legend: Again

John Legend: Another Again

Kate Voegele: Inside Out

Square one.  Again.