I still don't want to play the game of Life but apparently there is just no way around it (since dying requires actual effort for me and I'm clearly a sloth so effort is out of the question).
"There is a thought in your mind right now. The longer you hold on to it, the more you dwell upon it, the more life you give to that thought. Give it enough life, and it will become real. So make sure the thought is indeed a great one."
-- Ralph Marston
"Man is made or unmade by himself. In the armory of thought he forges the weapons by which he destroys himself. He also fashions the tools with which he builds for himself heavenly mansions of joy and strength and peace."
-- James Allen
I'm so random, it's no wonder I'm having a hard time in English! Hippity Hop from one thought to the next with no clear path...
I love you all and thank you so much for your comments. Just being there, you are helping me. Zena, I read your blog and I'm so sorry your eyes caught my depressing post but I do appreciate your comment and it sort of put things kind of in perspective (as much as anything could penetrate my state of mind).