Saturday, January 9, 2010

10 things.


Oh wow could I be anymore depressing? Why yes, yes I can but that's not the point, the point is I can make a choice not to be.  That last post was such a downer!  I have to post again and not leave on such a negative note.  There is most definitely a silver lining damnit!  How am I going to move forward and progress if I keep giving attention to all the small negative happenings in my life?

Today is day 31 of not purging!! I survived the holidays (mostly, Thanksgiving notsomuch) and when filled to the brim and presented with the opportunity to fail or proceed, I chose to proceed!  I have stumble but I have not fallen.  I will succeed.  In everything that I set my mind to I will succeed.

I set the Wii bowling record, I can do anything.

Duh.

Things are going to go my way because I'm going to put my attentions and effort towards my goals.



A quick list: Steps to progress.  I realize it's going to take time, as much as I'd like to wiggle my nose or rub a lamp and have things happen magically, that's just not gonna happen.


...for awhile.

I walked under a ladder once.

I don't wanna talk about it.

Sigh.


Until then it's baby steps for me!

5 comments:

  1. You'll get to where you want to be.

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  2. I really like your list ^_^
    If it's okay, I think I'm going to borrow it. hehe.
    Good luck! I believe in you (Y)

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  3. I love your resolutions...
    I have put off writing mine down for fear of failure.
    ...Ironic now that I think about it.

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  4. Yes! Baby steps. My new years resolutions are similar to yours.

    I wish I had your perspective on the whole not purging thing though... I can't NOT purge if I binge. I just feel so gross and full and disgusting that if I DON'T purge I will.. I dunno... explode or something. It sounds silly but it feels so real at the time. I panic. I can't help it. My only hope is to not eat hardly anything and when I feel the need to want "Just ONE bagel with butter", I tell myself that I will just wind up binging and I KNOW I will... it keeps me grossed out enough to just have a carrot instead. Sometimes.

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  5. You have been doing such an amazing job with not purging. I admire you greatly. :)

    Here's to you and your steady baby steps in 2010!

    Stay lovely.

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