Sunday, August 9, 2009

Dear Body,

You ungrateful piece of fat, disease and disorder?!

I try to make you happy. Vegetable, fruits, oats, exercise and plenty of water isn't enough for you? I even take a multivitamin for good measure and still you act like the spoiled, ungrateful brat! I may be at the top of the BMI richter scale but damnit you are not obese!

What more do you want from me?! What will it take for you to be happy? To be healthy?! Isn't that what you want too? Healthy mind, healthy body and healthy soul? Well, your shit is severely lowering morale in these parts despite my best efforts to appease you!

I'm still trying and will continue to do so, I want, I need for our relationship to be a good one. Why are you fighting me?

I'm at my wits end and am finally ready to take matters to a higher level. You seem to be in need of professional help. I haven't decided yet if I'm going to be angrier with you if there is something wrong or if there's not but I just need to know. And just know you are in the doghouse bitch! You're stressin' me out! This not knowing, these google/webMD driven trial and errors?! I've had it trying to figure out your issue(s).

Already you plague me with Lupus but Diabetes? Really? REALLY?!

Fuck you, you're an asshole.

Spitefully stuck with you,



  1. Anonymous9.8.09

    Diabetes? =(
    Are you okay? Tell meee. If you need someone to talk to that is?

  2. Wow that was intense. I am so sorry =( I am ignorant on the effects of diabetes would you mind informing me? I know it must be frustrating. I do know people with diabetes and it seems like a tough disease. I hope you feel better. And I'm sure your body is just as hurt as you =/ Keep feeding it well and maybe you both could feel better

  3. oh babe *HUGGGGG*
    my dads side of the family is flocked
    with diabetes, so i see what they
    go through. its not very hard, just
    takes some time to get used too.

    i hope you're okay.
    if you wanna talk im here!

    :) xoxo

  4. I have been thinking about you (((HUGE HUGS)))....

    I read it and thought...what?? BODY CRAP SUCKS!!

    Dont you wish we could all just take pills and not have to worry about food like ever...we would stay thin never be hungry and just take a pill...NOW THAT WOULD BE GREAT!!!!!

    okay just a thought...maybe I will be the one to invent the pill...I ll say you were my inspiration and we could make millions, be thin and take a pill...

    Do you think I said be thin enough??

    Can you tell whats on my mind...

    pills and thinness

    oh well

    we cant be perfect...or can we??

    Im wacked today..must be stress...Ill tell you later...alright go take a pill or something and like be happy K.

    Love, Tara

  5. oh hunni, i'm sorry to hear that.
    you'll be fine, we're all here for you
    i'm here if you need to talk.
    i'm so with 'zena' about the pill
    go pills and thinness!!

  6. I have given my body many speeches like that before... I hope your body listens and you get things straightened out, darling!
    ♥ & support!

  7. Oh my gosh. What type is it? Thats just shit.
    I hope its not too bad, i mean obviously it sucks, but i guess it could be worse.

    Good luck xx

  8. Look in da mirror rite now and then make the stupidist face ever! then laugh at urself! remember not to taker everything so seriously! ur going back to school and u are filled with ambition drive adn determination! all u are g uilty of is wanting to be a better person! inside and out! healthy and energized! dont get wrapped upo in this! its not worth it! xxxxxxxx

  9. Oh god, Lupus is CRAP. Ugh, it's so difficult. I hope you feel better.


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